Someday

do you get it yet
are you aware of what you do to me
can you see it now
look at me and see
see that i am fragile
see that i am frantic
when you are not near
see me as i am
hear my screams
and listen to my cries
i am me
and that is that
i can not change
for this is who i am
i’m sorry i’m not what you want me to be
this is for no one
this is for nothing
i am just a person
who needs a little love
who needs
a little understanding
who wants just a simple
a simple life
with a husband
and for me to be a wife
a mother
a sister
a daughter
someone no one worries for
someone no one doesn’t understand
i need you to love me
when i don’t deserve it
you know that’s when i need it most
when it hurts for you to love me
when i hurts for you to see me
when you hate to look into my eyes
out of fear of seeing
what you wish wasn’t there
it wont always be there
someday it will disappear
Someday
i will be what you want me to be
a whole person
with no reason to feel ashamed
and no reason to feel like hurting
it will come
just don’t give up on me